Friday, September 5, 2008

location: tampines, time:3am, agenda: lepak...
at my filming location and gosh, my hair is long... haah...
i was with seri... and people say i look old in this pic... really ar?
well... life has really been quite good...
i havent updated my blog for i have been rather busy...
exams, filmings...
i having break of like 6 weeks now...
gosh...
totally...
i cant stand it at home...
i would rather go out to school rather than stay at home...
i just cant find peace in it...
being with friends would really make me happy...
i really am thankful for the circle of friends i am blessed to have...
for they are my source of joy and laughter...
thanks you all...
though i might not say it, being with u guys really makes my day...
and i would end here by saying, SELAMAT BERPUASA...
haah...

first of all, i would like to wish some frens...
happy birthday to iffa, ayu, isyah and dayang..

i do not know how to classify wat happen in the video, seriously...
faint? perhaps...
seizure? probably...
faint and seizure? haah...

all that i noe is, my mind was blank, all was dark before i woke up...
scary...

Day started...
Woke up at 7.15 sia...
Damn...
Its too early for a saturday morning...
But, nvrmd, as the agenda for the day is to rest and relax at sentosa...
So practically left house at 8...
Met fifi at her house and we were off...

Join the others at yishun...
Camwhored for a while...
Haah...

Then all head for vivo, took the sky train to palawan beach...
Settled down...
And yum was like the first target to be thrown into the water...
Haah...
Well, the day went practically well...

And around 9, we left for vivo...
Ate dinner there...
And was like in a bad mood...
All sat at sky park, singing to belaian jiwa...
Gosh, it really moved me...
Things that happen today, really made me cry...
Like seriously...

Havent cried in like who noes how long...
Faridah looked at me, i guess she saw tears in my eyes...
And she was like, are u crying?...
I plainly denied it...
And yum talk to me after that, said that he saw everything...
And i really want to thank ayu too...
Seriously, it was the first time i cried in front of a girl...
Thanks eh, appreciate it...
A lot...
And seriously, i just cant forget bout her...
Hmm...

Started the day by meeting amirah, as she was joining my lecture...
She was like quite amazed ar...
As, being a business student, she is used to seeing students rushing for a space in the hall...
But today, she saw that the theatre was mostly empty...
Though, four classes were supposed to occupy the place...
She was like,"eh, baik ar class kau, sume dtg lambat"...
Haah...
Met my friends, and she was like, "kecoh sia ur friends, she was practically smiling je sia...
And we parted ways for she had class...
And, met her again at 12, for i had to play host to 2 girls...
They wanted a tour through SP, for they are from RP...
Well, we juz went to BizIT lib, get to noe each other better... Chey... haha...
But otw, met simone, got the dvd for drama performance, weehee, happy sia...
Been wanting to get it since 6 months ago...
But well, i went jurong around 1, so we walked back to mrt...
And the kampung people were like calling me names as i was with cute girls...
But they still cant beat iffa...
Haha...
Anyway, went back for wangsa...
Meeting SSP people really makes my day...
So we all juz spend time together, laughing, joking...
Amirah confided in me, crying...
So practically juz advised her only...
And when i went IMM to get some clothes, she said that she got highest for her test...
So juz got her an ice cream from swensens to congratulate her...
Boy, she sure love chocolate...
Haha...
And yeah, to whom this may concern...
Dun worry...
All the things that i have done, i dun ask for returns aite...
All that i did were e-class, eh wrong, ikhlas...
Haah...

Went to skool as normal...
And reach class at 8.30, and it had commenced for 30 mins already...
During break, went to koufu, ate lunch with fifi...
She had ended class sia, damn early lerh...
So she was like clueless, dunno where to go...
And i was of no help too, didnt really gave her any suggestions...
Well,i also didnt have any idea...
So, i juz went to lepak at kampung, and fifi play psp at bus stop...
Then workshop ended at 3...
So met with fifi again to play taiti...
And i really beat her to it...
Good hands, bad hands, i still win...
Well, she went off to do her project...
And yum came along...
Waited for iffa, met eecar and nasrul...
And all was on the train back home...
I send iffa home la seh...
Like finally found the courage to do that...
Before, i was like very shy to talk to her...
Yet now, have progressed to sending her home...
But thats not all, i met up with her parents sia...
It was like so uncalled for...
Still, i salam them, being juz a polite guy...
Hope they did not get any bad first impressions of me...
Well, practically, i am just happy...
Haha...

i woke up late again...
as usual...
and this time, fifi couldnt wait for me, as she got presentation...
so she go off first...
got her the choc that she wanted...
hershey special dark choc i think...
when i meet her for lunch, passed it to her...
she said that she was goin to burst to tears...
as her bf used to do it to her, as in giving her the chocs...
im like trying as much as to comfort her...
but like everything we do, she compares it to the times...
like when we go vivo and watch movies, eating at ljs, walking by the sky terrace...
advised her that she should not hold on to those memories...
if she were like still in love with her bf, she should like seriously go back to him...
i would love to see her being happy...
and that is by being by hafiz side...
so try to talk with him aite...
studies and relationship can co exist, its only how u manage it...
i will be by your side if u need me...
u can count on that...
but u also need to make some effort in making the right decision...
not one that will make u regret soon after...
so that u wun be left, being emo all the time aite...
thats my advise for u...

As usual, i wake up late for skool...
actually kan, i wake up at 6.15...
then tertido, sedar at 7.15...
damn...
fifi was pissed...
haha...
like star karat sia dier nie...
well, practically, juz went to class after that, was damn late la...
met up with fifi again for lunch, and iffa too...
gosh...
i really need to see her face everyday sia...
she really makes me smile...
her smile is truly damn sweet...
i really love it...
anyway, after class ended for the day,
was supposed to go play badminton with fifi...
but kan, kene book the place, so instead,
we went resevoir to juz share our probs...
no la, its actually her pouring her probs,
i juz listen and advise her...
sia, tak sia2 amek counselling gems...
haha...
fifi broke up with her guy, boy was i stunned...
like i thought they would make up somehow sia...
then when she gave me the news, i was like...
hmm...
nvrmd, dun judge people, it could happen to me oso...
so fifi, take ur time to sort things out...
and when u are ready, focus on ur studies aite...
thats the most important thing for now...
i will help u in any way that i can...
my prob plak eh, satu je...
i juz dunno wat iffa thinks of me...
i noe la, i got the 'mat' look...
but im seriously like a good boi sia...
haha...
hmm...
the poem??? composed for her is being kept...
safely in my hard disk, waiting to reveal itself to her...
but should i show it to her now?
haiz...
and yeah...
ms reena wants me to talk bout her la eh...
and she is like cant stop calling me pretty boi sia...
i noe la i pretty kan, but dunnit to tell everyone, malu sia...
haha...